In The Morning Calm

After a message to my girlfriend I was completely spent... I went to sleep. But in the night the things I said rolled over in my head one million times... and I realized... that this could be the last time we break up... we could actually break up and be happy to be rid of on both sides. She could tell me that she never wants to hear from me again and I could tell her that I don't ever want to hear another word from her silver tongue.

in the night I remembered... "why don't you trust me... you don't trust me. I know you don't. I probably did it to myself... or maybe you really don't trust anyone... I will still stick to you though... even if you don't actually trust me... it makes me sad though... right now my attitude is to accept it. But can I? You might say you have no idea what I'm talking about, and to tell you the truth I have no idea what it is you don't trust me with, but I'm saying it anyway, and we'll just let you think about it without thinking I know something... like seriously... I have no idea what it is... but I've spilled my soul all over the ground beneath you. As you walk through it... do you ever think that it isn't so bad...? I probably don't have problems at all...?"

I thought in the morning we would have a brawl... but instead you were not online. You left me a message and your idol icon. An hour passed by so quick... you aren't coming back... are you?

Why can't you tell me the truth?

This morning... is an empty one...