What a week... One day I am at work and I decide I am okay again.
So I go home and I want to speak to her but it turns out she is angry, so then I get angry. So then we are angry, and then we are both happy. You know how that is?
But even today as I talk my lovely girlfriend I realize that... insanity lingers.
Everything can be okey-dokey, but as long as I am mentally unstable this will keep happening. How long until I crack again? I'm counting down the days to an invisible date.
Everything she says makes me think she's hiding something. Then the next thing sounds like she's absolutely trying her hardest to make me jealous. Then after that it seems like she is 'sorry' but I know she enjoys it.
Maybe the date of descent is upon me already, as I have already said, I don't know when it will happen, it just does.
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